Tuesday, 28 April 2015

Numb





As I sit here at my computer to write to you all, I am trying to put the right words together after the awful sadness that has just occurred.  In the early hours of the morning 12.35am (3.35am AEST), a group of eight men were executed by firing squad on Nusakambangan prison island.  Andrew Chan and Myuran Sukumaran were two Australians among those eight who lost their life today.

The two men had spent the last ten years rehabilitating and had repented and been genuinely sorry for what they had done and had recognised the pain they had also brought upon their family and friends. I am not usually at a loss for words, but today I am and that is OK as I think most Australians will be feeling a lot of different emotions racing around their bodies and I suppose that is the natural process of grief.

Even though we didn’t know these two men we had been on a journey with them for the past ten years and I think that is why it has affected so many of us. Numb, that is how I am feeling, numb and exhausted as it is over. We all have to process this in our own way. Over the past months I have prayed for these men and cried many tears but today I feel numb and still.

I am grateful that they were at peace with God and with themselves and I pray for the families who will be suffering right now. I am thankful for the miracle that occurred with the ninth person to be executed saved at the eleventh hour. That miracle saving Mary Jane Veloso is amazing and she is so thankful, it was wonderful news. I am thankful that the person who actually did the crime spoke up and saved this woman as she was innocent.

A lot of people will be questioning God at this moment and there will be many angry with Him at what has occurred but I feel that is wasted energy right now. We can all be thankful that Andrew and Myuran knew God and were at peace. We can pray that the death penalty will be abolished as nobody has the right to take a life but God, and above all hopefully we can all learn from this that taking risks in other countries that have different rules than we do back home is a risk and you have to think to yourself: ‘Is my life worth it?’ Something for us to think about.

                                                  Art work by Myuran Sukumaran 


Thursday, 23 April 2015

Rain, Sore feet, Gratitude and Zingy Lemon Slice


Wow, I can't believe it has been two weeks since my last blog post. It sure has been very busy with Easter and then my birthday and a village banquet happening on the same day. Then, applying for a job and going for the interview one day and then getting the job the very next day. And then starting work of course, so time has been a little limited but it has been great and it has been good to be physically tired, not just mentally tired. It has all been "good exhaustion."

This week has been a week of rain, rain and more rain and it has also been the week I officially started my new part time job and that is where the sore feet come into it hahahaha. Yep, standing for many hours will do that to you but it has been great to get back into the work force and also back to working closely with the public. Communicating all day with them is what I love to do. The last ten months have been difficult health-wise but it is such a blessing for me to see my health improve over the past few months especially.

After searching for work for the last six months and now finding a job I can tell you the gratitude has been flowing non-stop. When you are over a certain age it seems to be increasingly difficult to get a job and there is supposed to be a "no judgement" rule. But let me tell you, it does exist and it is horrible. You see, after the age of forty you are not only dealing with your body changing in all sorts of places and growing in all other directions but you are also dealing with hormonal changes and eyesight changes and you also have to compete with all the twenty somethings out there. I can tell you, your self-esteem takes a bit of a battering and self doubt starts to settle in. That's when you have to pull out the big guns, that's when you need to surround yourself with people who will build you up and help knock that self doubt on the head. It isn't easy at any age but when you are getting older and are middle-aged (there, I said it), applying for jobs is pretty hard and you really have to dig deep for quite a bit of courage.

No matter how old you are, the excitement you get when you get that call from your new employer is so wonderful. That is why I say gratitude has been on my mind and heart as I really was and am so grateful to have my new part-time job. I love that I now have work/life balance, something I have been chasing it seems for a very long time. It is so funny but I said to my husband the other day that all the things I have prayed for have come to fruition, which is pretty amazing. So I guess my faith has grown deeper over the past year, which is generally what happens when you go through pretty tough times. I was listening to the radio the other day and the person said "when you pray, pray as though what you're praying for has already happened." It isn't easy sometimes but I am getting better at it but still have a long way to go.

One of the things I love to do when it rains is cook and bake, and this week on a very cold and rainy day I baked a delicious zingy lemon slice. It is scrumptious and I look forward to sharing the recipe in the future and I can tell you it will be worth the wait.

Thursday, 9 April 2015

Baby it's cold outside and hearty chilli, veggie and tomato soup





Well, I am not sure about you but boy oh boy am I feeling the cold today, it is freezing. It is almost like the cold weather has come upon us very quickly with no gentle hints of cold at all, just cold and it really is. This kind of weather always reminds me of making delicious soups or casseroles and snuggling up on the lounge watching a movie or reading a good book or magazine. When I was younger I dreaded winter and could not wait for the summer to begin but now that I am getting older I am really starting to enjoy winter and the cold it brings. I love winter fashion, it is so much nicer than summer and I love any reason to wear a hat, gloves and coat, which you can't do in summer unless you want to lose 20 pounds.

I remember when my husband and I travelled to Holland to visit his mum for her 80th birthday and spend Christmas there. I remember thinking this is the coldest I have ever felt in my entire life and I remember thinking that my nose was going to fall off and I was so scared. My husband reassured me that my nose would not fall off and everything would be all right and it was. By day three, I was getting used to the cold weather and acclimatising and actually enjoyed it. It was lovely getting all rugged up and going for walks and going to cafes with open fires and having hot bowls of Dutch pea soup called ‘Erwtensoep’ which is served with beautiful dark rye bread and slices of speck (yummo!). Or having mugs of hot chocolate warming you from the inside out. The best hot chocolate I had in Gouda when we were there in 2012 was from a department store called V&D and they used real chocolate pieces and boiling hot milk and mixed it together, it was divine. The funny thing is we never put on any weight when we were over in Holland as we did so much walking and sightseeing that everything we consumed was used as fuel for all our walks.

When my husband and I left Sydney for Holland we had two suitcases, which is quite standard but when we were packing to leave Holland to come home, we somehow found we needed to buy another suitcase so we bought two extra suitcases and you know what? They were jam-packed. That's the funny thing about holidays; you always come back with more than you left with. We bought lots of souvenirs for family and friends and chocolate from Belgium as we had also stayed in a place called Malmedy in the Belgian Ardennes region (see picture above). And, if you are in Belgium it would be a crime not to buy chocolate. One of the things I bought in Gouda was a new coat, which is really beautiful but so heavy that when I put it on I need to stand next to a wall otherwise I will tip over. Am not sure what I will do with the coat but I am sure it will come in handy one day hahahaha.

Autumn and winter remind me of driving up to the Blue Mountains for a day trip or long weekend and walking around Leura and stopping to have a hot cup of tea or coffee and admiring the beautiful scenery and creation because it is amazing. If you have never been to the Blue Mountains, please do yourself a favour and go the next time you are in Sydney as it is well worth the drive, which doesn't take very long. One trip there I distinctly remember was a little holiday my husband and I had back in 2011. We decided to have a short break before the wedding, as we were exhausted from working and organising the big day so we had four days away in Leura. We stayed in a beautiful old place called Leura House which was built in the 1880s, you can check it out Here. When we arrived we checked in and then went to have dinner at a beautiful French bistro called the Bon Ton Cafe and had a lovely meal there and got nice and toasty by the fire. When we got back to our room after dinner we decided to unpack and get all our belongings ready for the next day and so on. My husband (who was then my fiancé) unpacked his clothes and put them away in the wardrobe. I was searching for my clothes and said "darling where did you put my clothes?" to which he replied “what clothes?" I said: “my clothes, the ones you were meant to put in the car with your clothes." And then there was silence… yes my husband who was then my fiancé did not pack my clothes that were hanging in the clothing bag, so all I had with me was a tracksuit, underwear, pyjamas and socks (wonderful). The next day I went shopping :-)

I thought today I would share with you my favourite winter soup recipe (well, one of them as there are many). This is the recipe for my Hearty Chilli, Veggie and Tomato soup and it really hits the spot on a cold day.



Hearty Chilli Veggie and Tomato Soup

Ingredients:

1 large pot, enough to hold at least 4 litres
1 onion chopped
2 cloves of garlic minced
2-3 tablespoons of garlic infused olive oil
1 small birds eye chilli chopped fine
1 bunch of chives chopped fine
2 sticks celery chopped
2 large carrots peeled and chopped
1 small to medium sweet potato peeled and diced/chopped
2 zucchini cut in half length ways and diced
2 handfuls of fresh green beans chopped
300 grams of pumpkin peeled and diced in to cubes
2 to 3 handfuls of baby spinach
2 litres of chicken stock (any stock can be used)
½ teaspoon rosemary leaves
4 bay leaves
small bunch fresh parsley washed and chopped (dried can be used as well ½ teaspoon)
Small bunch of fresh basil washed and roughly chopped
2 to 3 tins of diced tomatoes
1 teaspoon tamari or gluten free soy sauce (you can add more if you would like it saltier)
Additional Cayenne pepper if you want it spicier

Method:

In your large soup pot place the garlic infused oil and put on a medium heat. Then add the diced chilli, onion, garlic and chives and sauté for a minute or two and then add all the chopped veggies and sauté for 5-10 minutes or until they get a little soft and caramelised on the edges.

Next, add the stock and the tinned diced tomatoes.
Then add the bay leaves and fresh and dried herbs and cook for around 30-45 minutes with the lid off.

Add the tamari and stir and taste and if more is required add another teaspoon but that should be sufficient.

This is the time to add any additional cayenne pepper if required.

Now you can add the baby spinach leaves and cook for a further 5-10 minutes. If you don’t have baby spinach leaves then silverbeet will work just as well and you can also use kale, although that will require a little more cooking as it is a little tougher. So if you are going to use kale add that to the pot when the veggies have cooked for 30 mins and then cook for an additional 15-20 mins.

I have this soup on top of brown rice for lunch or dinner and it is wonderfully warming. If you want to add a protein you can add kidney beans or chickpeas or lentils.

Enjoy


© Lisa Maree van der Draay 2015. Except as provided by the Copyright Act 1968, no part of this publication may be reproduced, communicated to the public without the prior written permission of the publisher.

Monday, 30 March 2015

Easter , Chocolate, Hot Cross Buns and a Precious Gift - What does it mean to You ?

I remember the first time I saw this painting by Salvador Dali I was blown away. It is titled Christ of Saint John of the Cross and I think it is amazing. My husband showed me this picture a long time ago and I could not believe this was someone's dream, it is amazing. Salvador Dali had a dream and he painted what he dreamt, which is pretty extraordinary when you think about it.

I wanted to write today about what Easter means to me and why I love celebrating it. I really don't need to write much more as the image says it all and that is pretty awesome. Don't get me wrong, I love chocolate and hot cross buns (gluten free) and the Royal Easter Show and getting together and sharing a meal. I really do love all that but I never want any of those things to overshadow the true meaning of why we celebrate it and the immense gift that was given to us that day he died for us.

How many of you will be popping some delicious chocolate in your mouth or munching down some buttered hot cross buns? How many of you will be going to the Easter show and enjoying the hustle and bustle of the crowd and the smells of the Easter show (animals, food, more animals hahaha). How many will be purchasing all their food ready to make a delicious feast on Easter day? Me too, I will be doing most of these things except not going to the show this year but I still love reading about it and hearing people's fun stories of their day at the show. How many of you will be getting to a church service and actually thinking about why we are celebrating Easter? Whether it is Good Friday or Easter Sunday it is all a celebration of a wonderful selfless gift that is undeserved by all of us but that is the beauty, isn't it? This wonderful gift of salvation and eternal life.

Easter to me is the most beautiful gift of love and I hope you all get to share this wonderful gift wherever you are in the world and yes enjoy a little chocky as well. Enjoy the show, the food and getting together with family and friends and eating some hot cross buns and by the way my second attempt turned out pretty good for gluten free hot cross buns (photo is below), and I look forward to making them for Easter this week. So enjoy all the fun things about Easter, including the public holidays but try if you can to remember why we celebrate it in the first place and if you have never read the story, it's a pretty awesome read and you can find it in Luke 23: 26-56 and Luke 24:1-49 NIV.

                                                          Happy Easter Everyone







Sunday, 22 March 2015

Disaster, Fiasco, Surrender and Success (Cooking/Relationships it's all the Same Thing)









One of the best things about writing a cookbook is creating new recipes and boy oh boy what a buzz it is when they turn out, on the other hand when you have a pot full of disaster and the recipe has not gone to plan it feels pretty ordinary. This week I had two cooking disasters
(both new recipes I had never cooked before) and two successes
(one new recipe I recently devised, today in fact, and one I had created a little while ago.

The first recipe disaster was coconut cream custard, the thought was good but the outcome was bad, very very bad (think coconut-flavoured scrambled eggs, yuck). The second disaster was gluten free hot cross buns. Now Easter is looming and I thought I would try to devise a gluten free hot cross bun recipe that reminded me of the hot cross buns I miss so much. That distinct smell of spices and fruit that leaves you salivating when you walk past any bakery in the lead up to Easter. I tried my hand at replicating that wonderful memory of delicious hot cross buns and well, shall we say it didn't go quite to plan. The aroma was there
(tick) and the colour was there (tick) and that is about all that was there, as when I put one to my mouth and took a bite it was like biting in to a nerf ball and the taste wasn't quite there either. My husband walked into the kitchen quite excited at the thought of hot cross buns as the smell had permeated throughout the entire house but when I picked one up and bounced it off the bench he said he would pass and promptly left the kitchen. I thought maybe I could use the bouncy hot cross buns as stress balls or paper weights but common sense prevailed and they ended up in the bin and not on Pinterest hahahaha. I would usually feel quite bad when I have a cooking disaster but this time I didn't feel as bad and had a bit of a laugh and that was pretty good considering the cooking disasters were one day straight after the other. It was good I decided to see the funny side of this as I am sure there will be plenty more cooking disasters in the lead up to the book.

The two cooking successes were very good timing as there was one before the disaster and one after so it softened the blow so to speak. The first success was my roast pumpkin and carrot soup, and let me tell you it is divine. I really look forward to putting this recipe in the cookbook as I am sure many people will enjoy it and it has no cream in it yet tastes lovely and creamy so it's good for the waistline. The second success is a citrus and strawberry slice and it is really lovely and my husband is very happy indeed (not a nerf ball in sight hahaha). I must remember to write the recipe down as it will be a crowd pleaser for sure.

I mentioned cooking and relationships being similar and I will tell you why. Because both need good ingredients, both take lots of hard work, both need love and nurturing and both can leave you either full of love and happiness or anger and sadness. I have had experiences this week with both cooking and relationships pulling at the heart strings and also bringing me joy and I guess that's life and we wouldn't have it any other way. If you are a parent you will definitely know about your heartstrings being pulled but you will also know the amazing feeling of great love and joy you feel when you look at your child no matter how old they are.

With great pain comes great pleasure and so it goes and who wants to put a plain bit of gluten free bread in their mouth when they can bite a slice of citrus strawberry slice and have your taste buds doing a dance? In other words, life would be pretty dull and bland without spice and citrus and amazing produce to cook with and it would be dull in life without taking a chance and putting ourselves out there to experience love, which leaves us open for great pain but I wouldn't have it any other way.



Tuesday, 17 March 2015

Where did my village go? and Lisa's Veggie, Chickpea and Kidney bean Ratatouille





They say it takes a village to raise a child but what happens when the child grows up and becomes an adult? Does it imply the adult does not need love, nurturing, kindness, direction, respect, company and a big hug? It has been on my mind for a while now as it had occurred to me that there are many lonely people out there, especially elderly people. I even have experienced this for myself in the past five years due to great loss (a church family, a best friend, a lovely uncle) just to name a few things and believe me there are more. But I was curious as to why the care and love seems to stop or not be there when we "grow up" as much as when we are young, where does our village go?

I suppose we are meant to know how everything is meant to work when we are all grown up but sometimes that is not the case and we get it wrong even as adults. The funny thing in life is there are no rule books and you have to wing it at times and do your best and sometimes the results are not what we hoped for but that's life and that is learning and that is how we gain experience and supposedly grow "knowledgable." You know that old saying a baby has to crawl before they can walk and they will fall down lots trying to do so but they do get back up and I suppose that applies to us adults as well "we keep getting back up and trying."

There is a day once a year called "R U O.K Day" but I think it needs to be more than once a year that we ask our friends and family are they o.k. I make it a point every time I send an email or text I ask the person "how are you?" because sometimes that is all a person needs (someone to care).

So I guess the bottom line is no matter how old we are we still need love, nurturing, kindness, direction, respect, company and a big hug. I feel blessed there are still some wonderful people in my life who love and care for me beautifully and I hope I do that for them in return. Let's not forget our gorgeous four legged friends who love us unconditionally and seem to know when we need that extra special snuggle or lick.

Today, I will share with you a recipe I love and that has been a staple in our home for many years. This is one of my favourite vegetarian recipes and a great meal to freeze so you can have a healthy quick meal. We like to have a few meat free dinners a week and this is a healthy and satisfying meal that is sure to please everyone (even men and children hahaha). Now I make this without fresh garlic and onion as they can sometimes affect my stomach so I use garlic infused olive oil and chives but you can use a clove of garlic and some onion or a shallot (also known as enshallot) if you like.

Lisa's Veggie, Chickpea and Kidney bean Ratatouille 

Ingredients:

1 large Eggplant washed, dried and cut in to  2 cm cubes (approx.)
2 Zucchini washed and dried and cut in half length ways and then sliced (half moons)
1 Green capsicum washed, dried, and cut in to 2 cm cubes/squares
1 Red capsicum washed, dried, and cut in to 2 cm cubes/squares
1 medium sweet potato peeled and cut in to 2 cm cubes
1 piece of pumpkin (250 gm) peeled and cut up in to 2 cm cubes
1 bunch of chives washed, dried and chopped
5 Tablespoons of garlic infused olive oil (approx.) you may need more due to the eggplant soaking it all up.
2 Teaspoons of chicken stock powder. you may need to add more later on but it's best to add a little at first and then add extra at the end as you can't take out the stock once it is added and it may be to salty.
1 Birdseye Chilli, washed dried and chopped finely
3 x 400 gram Tins of diced tomato's
1 x 400 gram Tin of chickpeas
1 x 400 gram Tin of kidney beans
5 fresh basil leaves  washed, dried and chopped
Fresh ground black pepper to taste

Method:

In a large frypan (I use a family/Banquet sized electric fry pan) put the garlic infused olive oil and when it is hot add the chilli and chives and saute for a minute or two.

Add all the chopped veggies and cook until slightly soft and there are some slightly caramelised bits on the veggies (this adds a wonderful flavour).

Add the tinned tomatoes, chicken stock powder, ground black pepper and basil leaves and cook for approx. 30 minutes or until sweet potato and pumpkin are soft. You should be able to put a skewer in and it should come out easily.

At this stage you should taste and see if it is salty enough and needs any more chicken stock powder. If so, add half a teaspoon at a time and keep adding until you are happy with the taste and saltiness. Remember to stir in-between adding the stock powder so it is distributed evenly.

Add chickpeas and kidney beans and cook for a further 10-15 minutes.

If you want it a little hotter (chilli heat) then you can add a few sprinkles of cayenne pepper and some dried chillies.

Serve with brown rice or if you are not gluten free it goes wonderfully well with couscous.


© Lisa Maree van der Draay 2015. Except as provided by the Copyright Act 1968, no part of this publication may be reproduced, communicated to the public without the prior written permission of the publisher.

Enjoy

Tuesday, 10 March 2015

What's Your Thang? and Pear and Cinnamon Tart


When I was a little girl (no Que Sera Sera I promise hahaha), seriously when I was little I wanted to be a singer and a drummer (I know it's odd for a girl) but I seriously wanted so badly to be a drummer. I loved the power and the rhythm drummers had and I really wanted to be one, I also loved girls having a bit of muscle and girl drummers had "guns". I remember when I was young I would walk past our local music shop daily and stare into the window at a set of Pearl Drums and they were beautiful. They were exactly the same drums Peter Chris from the band Kiss used so that was pretty awesome, I also wanted to marry Paul Stanley (lead singer of Kiss) but that is for another post hahaha.

I remember thinking 'I wonder if there will ever be any famous girl drummers?' and then bands like The Runaways, Heart, The Go Go's and The Bangles made me realise girls can rock as good as the boys and boy did they rock. I remember watching Sheila E perform with Prince, thinking this girl has amazing rhythm and more recently listening to Hole (I love love love the songs Celebrity Skin and Malibu) and being so happy that girls are still making an impact in the music scene. Now I haven't added bands such as Bananarama, TLC, Destiny's Child, Salt 'n 'Pepper, The Pointer Sisters and many others. Not because I don't like them, not at all as I was a huge fan of all of them but I wanted to write about the female musicians/bands that inspired me. Don't worry, I was a huge Kim Carnes fan and sang Betty Davis Eyes into my hair brush just like every other 14 year old girl but this is just about actual bands.

Well, I didn't end up being a drummer and my singing is saved for church or the shower or my husband (awe yep all mushy). I do still love listening to music although my taste has changed over the years but every now and then it's nice to pop on some of the old classics from my youth. But I am glad I now am doing what I love, which is cooking and writing and sharing this passion with the people I love and care about and knowing it won't be too long before my first cook book will be ready is a real blast, it's amazing really.

So never give up on your dreams and sometimes your dreams take a different road but it's still a great journey and as long as you end up happy and giving something back to the world, then I think you're a pretty lucky person.